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(Contains: nudity and sexual themes)
I don't know what it is about that "Closer" song by Nine Inch Nails, but I feel so...enraptured when I listen to it.
I was tired of being unable to convey this feeling, so I did a quick doodle. There was literally no thought as I made it, I just focused on how I felt. And for once, there really is no negative connotation to this. :)

There's so much passion and sensuality we humans feel, and to be unable to share it with anyone else is a terrifying, lonely, and miserable thing. I've only ever had brief occurrences of intimacy in my life, and having even come to know it for one second is an overwhelmingly amazing feeling. But there is something so pleasurable in the desperation of wondering if I'll ever feel it again, and yet it's an equally aching prospect. Maybe sharing something like this is the closest I'll get to intimacy, maybe not. Regardless, I hope that you enjoy viewing the rawness from my mind. Consider it a current self-portrait.


Done with pencil.
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:iconkakki-kun:
Kakki-kun Featured By Owner Jul 4, 2009   Writer
Favorite things:
-Torn edge
-Shading
-Desperation
-Malnutrition
-Vacuousness
-Sensuality
-Deformity
-You

"Destruction, hence, like creation, is one of Nature's mandates"
~Marquis de Sade

"I've already told you: the only way to a woman's heart is along the path of torment. I know none other as sure. "
~Marquis de Sade

I, too, treasure the desperation in this picture. Take deeper hold of your creativity in vice. Pursue lasciviousness, malice, and depravity. These things are pleasure's forerunners. This art is itself a forerunner.
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KatieKurama Featured By Owner Jul 6, 2009
Nicely put. I'm especially glad you analyzed this one drawing so deeply, really. It's good to know someone else is trying to experience everything that went into the picture as best as they can, and you seemed to list everything I wanted to accomplish perfectly.

I will most certainly continue to pursue such things, hopefully my motivation will want to, as well.

Thank you!
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throughangelseyes7 Featured By Owner Jun 18, 2009
i love this!!!!!
and ohmygod i miss you
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KatieKurama Featured By Owner Jun 19, 2009
Thanks! I miss you, toooo! We should meet up one of these days and have a girly fun day, without any stupid boys around! D:<
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throughangelseyes7 Featured By Owner Jun 19, 2009
oh yes that sounds like a brilliant plan!!!
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one-and-only-LUNA Featured By Owner Jun 18, 2009
Ah! I tried to look at it on your myspace but it wouldn't let me O.o

Even though the proportions aren't how they should be, somehow it just looks right. That's pretty amazin! yeah, I agree with Mollie. The wording is very well done. I totally get what you're saying.
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KatieKurama Featured By Owner Jun 18, 2009
Haha! I'm glad the fucked up proportions somehow work! I really love doing that, but it's super hard!

Thank you, Runa!

And fuck myspace. :shakefish:
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gypsy-tea Featured By Owner Jun 16, 2009  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Nice work. NIN = epic. 8D
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KatieKurama Featured By Owner Jun 16, 2009
Thanks!
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Pachipokegrrl Featured By Owner Jun 15, 2009
Wiin.
And NIN is love.

I love the bendyness! And IT'S PROPORTIONAL HUZZAH!
The boobs ain't hentai boobs! *happy dance*
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