I don't know what it is about that "Closer" song by Nine Inch Nails, but I feel so...enraptured when I listen to it.
I was tired of being unable to convey this feeling, so I did a quick doodle. There was literally no thought as I made it, I just focused on how I felt. And for once, there really is no negative connotation to this.
There's so much passion and sensuality we humans feel, and to be unable to share it with anyone else is a terrifying, lonely, and miserable thing. I've only ever had brief occurrences of intimacy in my life, and having even come to know it for one second is an overwhelmingly amazing feeling. But there is something so pleasurable in the desperation of wondering if I'll ever feel it again, and yet it's an equally aching prospect. Maybe sharing something like this is the closest I'll get to intimacy, maybe not. Regardless, I hope that you enjoy viewing the rawness from my mind. Consider it a current self-portrait.
Done with pencil.